Loneliness

My loneliness is an unsolved mystery

I tried but can't break through its code

even though surrounded by people

feels like I'm walking on a lonely road.

I think I'm dead inside

my heart's still beating

I talk to people, laugh with them

but deep down I know I'm cheating

I'm tired being alone.

wish a true friend who can get back my smile

wish to live again

think haven't done that for a while